I’m honored that my friend Healthy Loser Gal (her blog is http://healthylosergal.blogspot.com/ or follow her on twitter @healthylosergal) nominated me for The Honest Scrap Award! It is the best feeling in the world to know that people are reading what I’m writing and learning from my experiences!!!
Rules:
1. “The Honest Scrap” award must be shared!
2. The recipient has to tell 10 true things about themselves.
3. The recipient has to pass along this prestigious award to 10 more bloggers.
4. Those 10 bloggers all have to be notified they have been given this award.
5. Those 10 bloggers should link back to the blog that awarded them.

Ten Truths about Myself:
1. When I was first on weight watchers I gained weight. Shocking? Not really. I know a lot of people who have gone on weight watchers and originally gained weight. Let’s not place the blame on that fuzzy orange monster but we have to place it on ourselves. It took me a few weeks to realize that if I ate an extra bowl of cereal and nobody was looking I still had to count it in my points. Now I know that even if I eat something in secret it can’t hide from my hips (unfortunately).
2. I love the Food Network more than you. Argue with me if you will, but can you repeat the schedule from morning until night from memory? I didn’t think so.
3. I wish it was socially acceptable and healthy to be obese because I really love to eat. I love to eat healthy not because the food tastes delicious because what’s really delicious is butter, but because of how it makes me feel. If we lived in a world where Beyonce’s stomach was as big as her butt than I could be eating butter all day long and feel great!
4. I really love running. Wait, who am I kidding. I hate running.
5. Sometimes my weight controls me. I can probably spend hours at a time planning my meals for the week and obsessing about the good health guidelines. I wish I didn’t do it.
6. I let weight watchers control me because I know if it doesn’t something else will.
7. In high school when I wasn’t on weight watchers I was super thin. Sounds like a complete contradiction, but it’s because my weight controlled me so much that I just didn’t eat. It got to the point where I had the worst stomach aches all day that I would complain about all the time. I convinced myself that I had some severe stomach problem that prevented me from eating, but looking back on it I think I was just so hungry it hurt! I looked damn good, but it’s so not worth it. My body is not meant to be that thin.
8. I have one sister and she is really thin. I’m so jealous. She is also disorganized and a major space case. I’m not so jealous.
9. I’ll probably never be completely satisfied. Even when I was super skinny and a size 2 (yes, it happened) I thought I was fat. Now if I got down to a size 2 I think I would look in the mirror and acknowledge I was thin, but I don’t know if I’d really be happy.
10. You have to love yourself before you can love somebody else. I don’t know who said this originally, but I first heard it on Millionaire Matchmaker. I love Patti Stanger because I love her message. Her TV show may be a little trashy, but I’m an addict and I’ll admit I even bought her book. These are words to live by, and the words that I repeat to myself every single day and every time I get on the scale. It’s your life and if you don’t love yourself than nobody else will love it for you.
Thanks again to HealthyLoserGal for passing this along to me! Go visit her blog if you have time!